I Want It So Much, It Keeps Me Up at Night ...
It's on my mind 24/7. I think about it at the most inconvenient of times. When I'm at work, when I'm driving, it's on my mind so much I can't sleep sometimes (which is why I'm so tired during the day). Why do U think I'm up right now?
It starts with an "S" ...
I'm talking about .... success! (What were U thinking?)
This is nothing new. I've had the same "dream" life that I want since I was a kid. When I was 25, I stopped wishing and actually took action to do something about it. I figured since it was on my mind all the time, I might as well do it, right? (Yeah, the same thing happened with sex, but that's another story.)
I was reading tonight and something I read really struck me to my core because it's SO true:
"The biggest challenge you have is to challenge your own self doubt and your laziness. It is your self-doubt and your laziness that define and limit who you are." - Kiyosaki
This is the most hard - hitting true fact about myself that I've accepted yet. It's not like I didn't already kind of know this somewhere in the recesses of my brain, but to see it in black and white for some reason ... it just did it for me.
I AM lazy. I make excuses all the time for why I don't have the things that I want, but it all boils down to those 2 things. I work all day (don't really have a choice in that one!), I watch too much TV, I daydream too much, I get in my own way, I DON'T have the confidence I should, I say I try to do too much with my job, my business, my music etc, but the fact remains I find time to chat online with random boys and I find time to do all the other mindless things that bring me temporary pleasure. The fact is if I want what I want as bad I want it, I have to step up my game and get out of my own fucking way. This is head surgery folks ... once I autentically and fundamentally change the way I think, my thoughts will change my actions, and my actions will change my life.
Pink said it best ...
"Don't let me get me, I'm my own worst enemy." - Pink, Don't Let Me Get Me
Check out Saturn on I-Tunes!
Get Saturn's CDs at CDBaby!
Check out Saturn on MySpace!
It starts with an "S" ...
I'm talking about .... success! (What were U thinking?)
This is nothing new. I've had the same "dream" life that I want since I was a kid. When I was 25, I stopped wishing and actually took action to do something about it. I figured since it was on my mind all the time, I might as well do it, right? (Yeah, the same thing happened with sex, but that's another story.)
I was reading tonight and something I read really struck me to my core because it's SO true:
"The biggest challenge you have is to challenge your own self doubt and your laziness. It is your self-doubt and your laziness that define and limit who you are." - Kiyosaki
This is the most hard - hitting true fact about myself that I've accepted yet. It's not like I didn't already kind of know this somewhere in the recesses of my brain, but to see it in black and white for some reason ... it just did it for me.
I AM lazy. I make excuses all the time for why I don't have the things that I want, but it all boils down to those 2 things. I work all day (don't really have a choice in that one!), I watch too much TV, I daydream too much, I get in my own way, I DON'T have the confidence I should, I say I try to do too much with my job, my business, my music etc, but the fact remains I find time to chat online with random boys and I find time to do all the other mindless things that bring me temporary pleasure. The fact is if I want what I want as bad I want it, I have to step up my game and get out of my own fucking way. This is head surgery folks ... once I autentically and fundamentally change the way I think, my thoughts will change my actions, and my actions will change my life.
Pink said it best ...
"Don't let me get me, I'm my own worst enemy." - Pink, Don't Let Me Get Me
Check out Saturn on I-Tunes!
Get Saturn's CDs at CDBaby!
Check out Saturn on MySpace!
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1:45 AM
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